Friday, April 29, 2005

It only takes

one morning, and everything is over ;)

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Visibly Transparent

AND, referring to the first entry, I noticed that I have not been transparent in my writing in the way I wanted to. Nonetheless, it got better as I was capable of being 'transparent' in my feelings (which is an achievement for this mute* me)

I could be totally open with my emotions when I'm being with those who are really, really close to me, but I am more comfortable being the observer when around those I'm not familiar with (AND when I choose to be one, no matter with whom I am). I fervently hope I have correctly reacted to my surroundings, but if in certain cases I haven't, I pray that I was forgiven and lessons were learnt (on my part, particularly).

AND, I pray that I could be more and more transparent on things that will bring goodness.

They ARE what they are

The dots are NOT pimples, ya ;p

Saturday, April 16, 2005

The Dots on My Painting

I am sorry God
I have momentarily forgotten to thank You
For the dots on my painting.

Momentarily
I chose to behold the ugly side (of those dots)
I chose to behold every side as ugly, in fact!
I chose to be ugly!
When
I want to appreciate the quaintness (of those dots)
I want to see beyond my sight
and really see.

I am grateful God
That You let me
Or else
I won't be more grateful as I am now.

I am grateful that
It was a beautiful momentary ugliness
And I was/am able to discover the perfect beauty of imperfections (with Your help)
As everything is there to be experienced
Every experience is there to be appreciated.

If You ever let me be there again
I want to accept
Graciously.

Where are the dots now?
They are parts of my painting and the whole picture is uniquely beautiful.

Friday, April 15, 2005

"Where does it commence?" they asked.

They long to travel and encounter new enlightenment!

"Where do we commence?" They asked.

Now, I need to travel and encounter new enlightenment
for ME to be able to answer; for them to be able to manoeuvre.

"Where do I commence?" I asked.